Monday, June 1, 2009

"Do you know why I became a pilot? For the fun of it. Otherwise what's the point in doing anything you do?"


HAHAHAHA. Possible the cutest thing ever.


I have a lot of things on my mind at the moment.

It's really starting to hit me how lonely I'm going to be next year, when my family moves back to China without me. I'm going to miss them so much. I'm going to miss my brother so damn much. Yesterday, I got out my old toybox and taught him how to play the games I always meant to teach him. Next week I'm going to Big W to buy Guess Who and Scrabble. I'm going to finish making his little book of fun and I'm going to make that stuffed animal he always wanted me to. God...he's never gunna be a kid again and that makes me so sad. I wish we could start over.

I also found out today that our telephone+internet company have been overcharging us this entire year. I'm so pissed at Telstra+Bigpond. I've already had to call them numerous times about other money-related issues (like charging us for an extra antivirus program after we said we didn't want it), and now this. We're only with them because we moved to Sydney 2 days before school started, so mum and dad quickly chose any reliable company (a free modem looked attractive back then...). Gr...this is going to be on my mind until it's resolved. Which means I'll have to come home from uni some day this week during business hours. -_-. I'm switching to TPG next year. WIRELESS.

My mum and one of her best friends are drifting apart. She briefly told me some things in their lives which have led up to this and it made me feel so bad for them. It makes me think of my life and the friends I'll still have when I'm old. I feel like calling up everyone I love and telling them just how much I love them. In fact, I'm going to buy a phonecard on my way to Big W : )

Lotta left Australia on Thursday and it was fate that I called before she switched off her vodafone, which she picked up in Bangkok an hour before she boarded to Sweden. I'm gunna miss you. You know I stayed up thinking after we hung up? Lay down staring at the ceiling, thinking about friendship. Yeah, you probably knew that. ♥

I also need to study. Far out, I need to study. Chns, more memorization. Lngs, more practice. Psych, read read read. Anth, read read read read. Biostat, read practice memorize. Glarghh, my brain hurts already. I'll just stop thinking about it. I'll think about crepes instead. Mmm, crepes. Can't wait to see tomorrow and eat crepes! : )

This Saturday is my godbrother's engagement party and he's even offered to come pick me up but I have work and my boss is going to kill me because I just cancelled this and next Wednesday to study. What should I do. I swear I'm going to quit sometime...I should just do it like Oli did. But I've become so attached! Sigh. I hate saying goodbye.

The last thing on my mind is my happy birthday. Everything is planned and booked and bought and now I'm excited. Is it weird that I think I look older in the mirror? Haha. 18 here I come.



I'll never forget I can fly.
 
kazmee - k heart s